Ive made up my mind
dont need to think it over
if im wrong i am right
dont need to look no further
this aint lust i know this is love

but if i tell the world
i'll never say enough
cos it was not said to you
and thats exactly what i need to do
if i end up with you

should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads no where,
or would it be a waste
even if i knew my place should i leave it there.
should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere

i build myself up
and fly around in circles
waiting as my heart drops
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it

or should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads no where,
or would it be a waste
even if i knew my place should i leave it there.
should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere
should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere
or would it be a waste
even if i knew my place
should i leave it there
should i give up
or should i just keep on
chasing, pavements
should i just keep on
chasing, pavements

说来惭愧，第一次看傲慢与偏见，还是电影电视剧什么的，没有看过原著。只记得曾经试图翻过，看到那句著名的开卷语：“It is a truth universally acknowledged that a single man in possession of a good fortune must be in want of a wife”，心生反感，掂了掂分量，心忖，倘若逐字逐句都这么计较拗口，那我要捱到什么时候才能释怀啊，跌宕起伏么，不就图个痛快一气呵成，若真的一本砖头般的字典摆在面前，那还叫什么看小说。看了个简介，略知一二，当中复杂的人物关系全部略去，真的就在脑海中只剩下傲慢，一个朝天的鼻孔，与偏见，一个斜瞅不正眼看人。从来都是听这里那里达西达西宾利宾利什么什么的，我的感觉为零，铸就诠释了我个人的傲慢与偏见。

 

总算看到了BBC95版的电视剧。比较震撼。其余的也不消多说了，我依然不是奥斯丁的狂热拥趸，对于她的小资产阶级恩恩怨怨的溢美之词也从来不会少我一人。反倒有些庆幸没有早些看，毒药啊毒药，绝对的精神鸦片。

 

但是，当借了05版的电影的时候，我才意识到曾经沧海难为水。我不乐意写什么影评来搬弄是非。只是，好不靠谱的一个版本。Mr. Darcy说话柔声柔气的，一双扑闪扑闪的汪汪大眼说不清是含情脉脉还是死有余辜。有人说，比起95版本里Colin Firth那张个性鲜明的savage脸来，该版本的达西外表“文明些”，走偶像路线。可是，为什么我觉得您满脸写着中预3L对话里头Billy的那句内心独白，“I’m sorry, Miss Williams. I’m hungry!”还有亲爱的Lizzy，我怀疑每个看傲慢与偏见的女性朋友都会幻想成那是自己的缩影，就算不够漂亮，咱还有当第二眼美女的机会有人赏识，完成从tolerable到fine eyes的质变，您说对吧，看官。可怕的是，居然由她，she who shall not be named，来扮演! 看着那微翕的腊肠嘴，佝偻着如柴的身躯，我忍耐着，默念，发指。。。

 

其余的也没有什么好说的了。幸亏还没有人敢拿乱世佳人来开玩笑。连红楼梦都可以选秀，这世界也是无奇不有了。

 

I adore Colin Firth.

一板100克85%的黑巧克力。三天消灭。每次都充满歉意地一面臆想脂肪细胞如同气球般膨胀一面狂祷告抗氧化抗氧化。

 

两堂爵士舞。到第三次的时候立不起来，瘫死在床，昏睡百年抽搐至天亮。现有疑似中风症状。

 

打扫卫生的小阿姨清理冰箱时总算扔掉了我过期的食物。谢谢她。祝她永远貌美如花，像海螺姑娘一样流芳百世。

 

左思右想，星期天买的军绿风衣决定退掉。袖子太复杂，衣服太多，最主要是看上去像到警校报到。

 

la vie en rose。分八次看完。感想？甩膀子走路很难看。。。